do i even want to know who you pissed off that bad
[He can't imagine it's Arisato, but he also doesn't know anyone else with multiple Personas.....yikes. There's a delay, then, and the next message is -- more subdued, perhaps.]
i still don't like it, qifrey it ain't a solution
[And the thing is ... he'd actually -- wanted one, maybe. Wanted to actually try to take ownership of it, after all this time.]
[There's another pause in responses. It's exhausting, going in circles about this, but he's --trying, at least. Making an effort to be understood he wouldn't have even considered worthwhile, a year ago.]
everyone needs help sometimes, but think of it this way, if one of your girls had a problem you could deal with for 'em but it meant they'd always be relying on you for it, would you really leave it like that?
listen...i didn't care much when something like this happened last year, when i was just waiting to die one way or the other
i'd say i've made some promises since then, but it ain't about that, honestly if i'm trying at living for real...i gotta find an answer i can live with
[He'd like to think Qifrey, of all people, might understand how that feels.]
this ain't it, so...help me keep looking, at least
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do i even want to know who you pissed off that bad
[He can't imagine it's Arisato, but he also doesn't know anyone else with multiple Personas.....yikes. There's a delay, then, and the next message is -- more subdued, perhaps.]
i still don't like it, qifrey
it ain't a solution
[And the thing is ... he'd actually -- wanted one, maybe. Wanted to actually try to take ownership of it, after all this time.]
just fobbing off my problem onto someone else
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[ hm. qifrey mulls over this for a moment. ]
Do you think I survived this long all on my own?
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everyone needs help sometimes, but think of it this way, if one of your girls had a problem you could deal with for 'em but it meant they'd always be relying on you for it, would you really leave it like that?
listen...i didn't care much when something like this happened last year, when i was just waiting to die one way or the other
i'd say i've made some promises since then, but it ain't about that, honestly
if i'm trying at living for real...i gotta find an answer i can live with
[He'd like to think Qifrey, of all people, might understand how that feels.]
this ain't it, so...help me keep looking, at least
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he does understand the point. he sighs. ]
All right. I understand. I'll help you keep looking for a solution.